Good morning to yet another nondescript day here in the kingdom!! The usual Saturday wash bedding, tidy house feed Mia, she feeds Customers, although we havent seen Sammy for a few days which is a little worrying. The trees are now completely green. A few more pictures from the walk the other day. Hopefully better weather on Sunday   

And, I think we need to forgive ourselves for that damage, as much as we can. I can't change what I did, but I can accept it and move forward.

This is true.  I'm still dealing with a lot of it.

I remember getting ready in the wings ready to do a grand Jete En Tournant so this was my flash back    Meaning turn in the air

Consults captains log, star date.... the inner core appears to be very much the same, that is to say systems functioning normal. The outer core is getting a bit flaky and may be due for a refit. Again looking at the log we do appear to have been through some strange anomalies. 

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https://outreach.faith/2025/04/transgender-people-to-be-part-of-vatican-organized-send-off-of-pope-francis/   I think this is a wonderful touch, and very much in keeping with Francis' views about the trans community.   Carolyn Marie

https://www.kron4.com/news/bay-area/truck-driver-convicted-of-murdering-concord-transgender-woman/   Some excellent police work done in this case.  Hat's off to the police or sheriff's department in Contra Costa County.   Carolyn Marie

https://www.nbcnews.com/nbc-out/out-politics-and-policy/transgender-care-minors-doctors-investigate-doj-pam-bondi-rcna202807   Fear is this administration's most effective weapon, and it's main modus operandi.  It might work in this case.   Carolyn Marie

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I can totally understand what @Vidanjaliis saying. I’ve always tried to present as masculine as possible to hide who I truly was inside. I remember being a kid and my best friend asking why I walked the way I did (implying that I did not walk like other boys) I felt blood rushing through my head and immediately started imitating his walk. Even coming out as a gay man I felt I had to be masculine as it was what was expected. Especially in the Latin community.  I was always paranoid that I wasn’t “manly enough”.  This chipped away at my self esteem and confidence. I used to let my femme come out with a certain group of friends and I felt free (of course they took it as me being funny/entertaining). I believe that all of those years of trying so hard to be as masculine as possible are now hindering my ability to express my feminine side.  I love wearing sports bras and I wear them most of the time now underneath my scrubs and at times I just wear them out while at the gym.  It feels amazing (except when I think “ I should have a slimmer body to wear them”) It takes time to undo the damage (self inflicted and otherwise)

There is one thing that he can't hide from, and that is universal law, don't worry he's punishment is inevitable.

I don’t second guess my decision to try to be true to myself everyday.  It feels right to be honest with myself.  There was a time I second guessed starting HRT because I was afraid of how it would affect my relationship but once I was able to bring it back to me and trusting that my partner would grow with me, I felt better about my decision 

I’ve been feeling pretty anxious since Trump took office and with all the attacks and scapegoating he’s done to/with the transgender communities I can’t help but feel like I need to hide again.  I’m afraid of where this country is headed in many aspects.  As a parent I find myself trying to suppress my gender expression because I’m afraid people feel emboldened to harass gender nonconforming people.  I feel like more attacks are coming towards those of us who identify as transgender.  I’m truly concerned and scared about how much damage this administration can do on us.   

Welcome Andrea 

Well, first of all @KymmieL YOU SAID IT NOT ME. lol. Glad you got the job, and that you are working AGAIN,GIRL. See, just reverse two little words and we wouldn’t need this conversation.     I think I have mentioned we have a new girl working at the store.  She has been very reluctant to be around people.  Apparently, the first time in public didn’t go well.  Anyway, her mother brought her to work today, and after I got her going on a work assignment her mother came to me and talked to me and thanked me for helping her daughter.  It was a very nice conversation.  Then before I left work, I gave her some PFLAG things to give to her mother.  And I told her if she, her girlfriend and or mom ever wanted to attend a welcoming church they should come to my church.  Anyway, she is coming out of her shell and seems to be doing great.  From very timid to happy and smiling.

Welcome to Trans Pulse, Andrea.  I hope that you explore all the forums that interest you and participate to whatever level you're comfortable with.  We'll be here to answer your questions and offer support if you need it.   HUGS   Carolyn Marie

https://apnews.com/article/jensen-mcrae-interview-127c29719a853dbb5501d5b5a468750b  

Well, one of my friends is in our defense force here.  She's trans.  Small.  Adorable.  Able to hit a soda can at 800 yards in any weather.  I'd say that's effective and lethal enough.  I'd be interested to know how many soldiers can do that...