No change in land of sadness.

Celebrate the small winsExpecting outstanding results the first time you attempt something new is unrealistic and sets yourself up for failure. To overcome your defeatist attitude, you want to gather more evidence that you can succeed. To do that, start with small, manageable goals.

Celebrate the small winsExpecting outstanding results the first time you attempt something new is unrealistic and sets yourself up for failure. To overcome your defeatist attitude, you want to gather more evidence that you can succeed. To do that, start with small, manageable goals.

Celebrate the small winsExpecting outstanding results the first time you attempt something new is unrealistic and sets yourself up for failure. To overcome your defeatist attitude, you want to gather more evidence that you can succeed. To do that, start with small, manageable goals.

Celebrate the small winsExpecting outstanding results the first time you attempt something new is unrealistic and sets yourself up for failure. To overcome your defeatist attitude, you want to gather more evidence that you can succeed. To do that, start with small, manageable goals.

Celebrate the small winsExpecting outstanding results the first time you attempt something new is unrealistic and sets yourself up for failure. To overcome your defeatist attitude, you want to gather more evidence that you can succeed. To do that, start with small, manageable goals.

Celebrate the small winsExpecting outstanding results the first time you attempt something new is unrealistic and sets yourself up for failure. To overcome your defeatist attitude, you want to gather more evidence that you can succeed. To do that, start with small, manageable goals.

Increasing the dosage, my body hair turned blonde and went very fine then, oddly stopped growing. My boobs felt bumpy like two eggs stuck under my skin and hurt like hell, my face felt like i was a hamster and skin was sticky to touch. Hip pain at the time was very noticeable around the area top of my thigh were my hip joined my leg little handles appeared which i could feel when i walked. My psychiatrist asked me again how i felt? I smiled back and said i've got growing pains all over and well, erm boys are well paying me attention, which was  hard emotionally. I started to feel and relate to my body only when i was on hormones did everything finally fit into place. Clothes were still a difficult barrier and when i could get away with it, leggings or jeans with a T shirt were the order of the day or my other favorite was a baggy top.

Your banner above brought back to life a work event which went something like this, "now then youngen, priorities, put the kettle on" ok Harry, except nut me called him Hawieee, puts kettle on..... next plan job for the day ahead, ok Hawieee plans job.....gets tools ready for the job, ok Hawieee gets tools ready, ah is that the time said Hawieee, dinner time, gosh that was a hard mornings work, all that planning.  Another none discript day, it was supposed to be bright and sunny but has turned out dull and overcast, Ive prepared the sunday roast, which will be chicken, potatoes, roast potatoes, veg,gravy and stuffing. The usual suspects have been fed Mia is out on Bird watch, How is your day

Hi Julia,           Finding the right therapist makes all the difference, and it might be worth looking for someone who specialises in Gender issues, "is it right for me"? are there any local groups that you could visit in person, you mentioned a gay friend so this might be another avenue to find in your local area and make new friends. if you were clearly showing signs of outward distress, then yes it is very sad indeed. Good luck on your journey, kat

Like I have to go to work soon, and I have a meeting at church I need to get to as soon as I get off.   why is our monthly Elders meeting today? Because our minister has to leave this afternoon to do the Lord’s work for our denomination.  Our meeting had been scheduled for tomorrow.   our closer called out last night so the manager had to go in and close.  It’s times like this I’m glad I’m not THE Manager just the Assistant Manager.   well enjoy your Sunday morning coffee    

thanks a lot

Thanks, Stu.  

Hi. Apologies, I  just set you to 'member' manually. Will look into what happened with the page. 

My email account here is different than in discord. Though both are with my legal name in it. I can send my discord account email with private message to you if that helps.

I've contacted Stu. (Chat director)   Perhaps he can help

Hi, Julia. The internal conflict, the questioning, the unsurety, all of that and more is part and parcel of dysphoria. The fear of deciding who were are can be unbearable...but it can be overcome. Are you working with a gender trained counselor? If not, I would strongly suggest you seek one out. I've worked with mine totally on-line for over two years and she has been crucial to my finding myself and my happiness. And I've done it at a pace that has been comfortable for my wife as she adjust to this new version of me and our relationship.   Learning to trust each other all over hasn't been easy but we've done it. I hope you can, too.   We are here to listen to provide some ideas, to offer a shoulder...whatever you need.  

That link throws me to same page which in i was before and there comes message Viestin lataus epäonnistui which means something like Cant load the message "try again". And then the rules page. I asked the Dev about this but i think its just a bot.

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